Martyr.

Assalamualaikum.

i came across a hadith at that time.
and the thought that came to my mind when i read it was..

WOW.

it eased the pain inside my chest.

the hadith said,

when you love someone,
but you kept it to yourself
and didn't tell it to a single living,
and didn't even confess to the person,
and then you die carrying the secret,
then you'll die as a martyr.

Subhanallah. how gracious is Allah.

and a famous quote during my primary,

when you love someone, it's nothing.
when someone loves you, it's something,
when you are loved by someone you love, it's exciting,
but when you are loved by Allah, masyaAllah, it's Everything.

i'm Strong.

Assalamualaikum.

Ya Allah,
i never thought that this would be really hard.
but please give me strength,
please give us strength.

Amin.