Assalamualaikum.
Berkirakira untuk memakai pemerah bibir sejak ditegur
Seorang hamba Allah tanpa disangka.
'Weh, aku nak tanya sikit boleh tak?
Kenapa bibir kau pucat eh?'
Aku hanya memandang aneh.
Pertanyaan berinti apakah itu?
Benarbenar terganggu dengan raut yang tidak berona
Atau sekadar menjalankan tugas seorang handai; mengambil berat
Mujur aku sentiasa meninjau berkalikali setiap situasi
Andaikan aku beranggap yang dia bernada ofensif
Kemudian aku bersifat defensif-ofensif
Akhirnya kita menjadi jauh nanti
Haih
Biarkanlah aku begini
Sekadar pergi lalu kembali seminit dua
Apa perlu berdandan segala
Nanti kalau melebihlebih muka kau juga lagi yang datang menyapa
Biarkanlah aku begini
Bersyukur aku apa adanya
Bahagia aku bukan kau dapat rasa
Pandang sahaja dari jauh
Diamdiam kau disana
p/s: took me a while to compose this. haha bleh it is not a song at all. if it is it will be a crappy rubbish one. but those people who knew me would agree with this person that i look pale for like, forever. especially my lips. and i don't even know why. but there is still a slight difference if i am sick or healthy, portrayed on my face. and people always worried that i would pass out any minute when doing vigorous activities together.
so i decided to embrace myself as i am, and not wearing any lipstick or coloured balm to anywhere. Plus, my lips can't even stand wearing a lipstick for few minutes because then i will have to go through the aggravating stage of chapped and dried lips, and have to refrain from eating anything because my lips will become much worst (because i really have sensitive lips and i actually have a lot of things that i cannot eat but i just don't care), and after that the coming-off-skin phase, where i will have to pull out those dead skin and i have to have extreme care because if i don't, then i'll end up with my lips bleeding and have to live with scarab lips for weeks. there, the story of my lips people. it is only a part of it really, i swear if given a chance, i can make a book out of my lip's story. but who the hell is going to read it haha
with all that is said, [don't take serious about what other people say to you?] will be my kind of saying for this post, maybe. but hey if it is a good one then take it, if you can't take it then ignore it. so in my case i was kinda offended so i vent about it in my blog. haha just be grateful that even though i have this love-hate relationship with my own, it is a part of me and we have been working well together for as long as i can remember and will forever be a part of me so Alhamdulillah :) (apeniceritapasalbodypartsmacamafriendhaha)
but i am really in dire need to read malay scholarly article. i almost run out of words coming up with this one.
